Log in

Previous Entry

The Tension and The Terror

What happened?

Did I do something?

Last time I seen you was month and a half ago and the vibe and future outlook were very fucking different

Now I barely hear from you let alone see you

The feeling doesn't seem like you have it

But you wouldn't tell me even if you knew. I`d rather know than not even if it wasn't the answer I was looking for.

I gave it my all and now all I`ve got is this whole in my chest and a head full of doubt.

Love is about the changes you would make for someone else, starting with yourself.
I would change my entire life to be with you.

I`m not mad at all, just upset.

I feel like I did everything I could on my side. So really I`m just going to start holding my head up high.

I didn`t do anything wrong this time.

In the past yes, but I said all I could to tell you how sorry I was and how much regret I`ve carried around these past 5 years over it and you/ my actions.

I told you how afraid I was of wasting more time not having you in my life

You said you completely agreed

So where are you now?

Latest Month

August 2013
Powered by LiveJournal.com
Designed by Tiffany Chow